How Imposter Syndrome Hinders Scholarship Success
Competition for scholarships is fierce, with limited spots available compared to the number of applicants. It can be disheartening to believe that you deserve the top spot only to be eliminated in the qualifying round, and the psychological impact of this disappointment can persist even after the scholarship season ends.
What is Imposter Syndrone?
Imposter Syndrome encompasses various psychological and behavioral patterns that revolve around feeling like a fraud. These patterns can intensify over time and lead to negative self-perception, increased self-doubt, and an excessive focus on negative aspects or details.
Experiencing Imposter Syndrome can manifest in various ways. Some individuals believe that anything less than absolute perfection equates to failure. Even those who possess extensive knowledge, accomplishments, and external validation may constantly feel aware of their own gaps in expertise. People who prefer working independently may view seeking help as a sign of failure, and those who don't have an immediate answer to a question may perceive themselves as lacking the brilliance they believe they should possess.
Effects of Imposter Syndrome on Application Process
Experiencing Imposter Syndrome essentially means consistently subjecting yourself to a negative state of mind, which is detrimental when embarking on any application process. If you approach the scholarship application with the belief that you won't succeed, that negative energy can permeate every stage of the process.
Nearly all scholarships call for some form of written performance, such as an essay or a report on your situation and why you need the financial aid. Bearing in mind that so many prospective students will be doing the same thing, it can feel daunting to be one of a hundred, or one among thousands. It feels like the odds are imbalanced. But it can be avoided.
How to Avoid Imposter Syndrome
It’s nearly impossible to castaway all doubt of yourself in any process, but there are things you can do to make sure you’re not sabotaging your own mind.
Here’s a quick list of ways you can avoid Imposter Syndrome:
Positive Perspective: Don’t dwell on negatives or picture yourself in your worst light, focus on positives to boost your confidence.
Avoid Overcompensation: Don’t lie or try to cover up imperfections. You may feel a need to portray yourself better than you think you are. Focus on what is true and fair with yourself.
Create your brag sheet: Make a cheat sheet of humble brags. List out your accomplishments and refer to it anytime you feel trapped by inadequacy. You do have winning points, remember them.
Zoom out occasionally: Focus on the big picture. You may be the first in your family to go to college, that’s a lot of pressure. Perfectionism lies in the details which will never be perfect. Focus on the immediate goals in front of you and try not to create pressures on the success of your future self.
The truth is, scholarships are typically awarded to the candidates who are a best fit to the organization’s mission. For those who don't receive one, it's important to remember that it's not a personal rejection. Instead, it's an opportunity to showcase your strengths and pursue other available scholarships. If you feel discouraged by the numbers, keep in mind that there are numerous scholarships out there, and you're bound to find the perfect fit for you.
